Desperatio

Into the bridge

Into the edge of rain

Into the dark deep of desperation

Into a remarkable sign

To wipe out all the happiness in those eyes

To clean up a mess that  never made

In a cold and frosty morning I sat firm in front of mirror and saw the other of me

In a road to school where I felt so desperate about future, and my fault

In a school where I felt worthless, and choose to sat in corner and blame myself

Then  come into conclusion that I'd never deserve to live and continue blame myself again

and again…

Tired to blame, I'd fell asleep

And then awaken by the wrath of teachers

With a long-stick in his hand ready to swing it into my skin

I desperate

I give up

I'm…

Pathetic